The world would always tell you things from their perspective, and for that, you doubt what you want. I have said it - what I want for myself is not from anyone, but from the one who created me. Do not limit yourself, fitting into the mirror of the world, the box for you will always be closed, and tight.

No one can better tell you what you want in your life, for yourself - and the provider is none, but your Lord. What seems impossible to you is nothing, but a kun for your Lord - He is the one who created existence. He is the one who exists beyond the limitations of time.

Ask your Lord, for who He is, not for who you are.

If I look at myself, I do not see anything for me - but when I go to my Lord, seeing who He is, the most powerful, exalted, magnificent, merciful, and the only authority, creator, provider, and sustainer, my heart finds it's peace.